i thought i forgot to post something for my birthday.
turns out i did post something.
but i skipped september, because i was lost again.
i usually drown my sorrows in books and writing, but my writing blog has sat there unattended for 4 years without any form of actual leading-to-a-full-novel writing. It's just reblogs on writing notes and advice. i don't feel like i have anything good enough to write about.