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The 'Heartbreak' Playlist

Elisa - Dancing Au Revoir Simone - Stay Golden Noah and the Whale - Slow Glass Amy Winehouse - Back to Black The Fray - Never Say Never Melanie C - Reason Haley Reinhart - Undone Adele - Hiding My Heart Aiden Grimshaw - Is This Love Jon McLaughlin - Without You Now


I've been having very odd dreams lately. Funny, usually I don't remember my dreams, but the recent ones are hard to forget.


so the semester has begin, and as usual, i'm a mess.

I Cannot Repair

Thought this song deserved a post of its own rather than attached to a text.


The semester starts Monday, so I thought perhaps I could start the semester off with a clean slate. I want to fix things between my friends and I, so I thought of starting with the two friends I owe an apology and a fixing up.

I guess both didn't end up well. Tried to patch it up with a friend of mine, but that friend just didn't want to talk to me, or rather, our conversation turned sour. There's still hope, I suppose, but it will never be the same again.

I'll Never Forget You

Lupe Fiasco.

A Walking Travesty

Ha I managed to go on for a while without depressing posts, but I guess it can't last.

I always thought writing stuff down (or typing, in the case of blogging) is therapeutic, but when I read back to my post, it seems that I'm always bitter about something. Odd enough, this something is something I can control, like my studies, my life, and friendship with outer people, and especially my social inept-ness.

Last week, I met some first years and had a little conversation with them. I ask them about their first impression on me. They say I'm 'approachable' and 'bubbly'. These are two word I don't usually associate myself with. Perhaps I was high that day I met them. On caffeine, sugar, or drugs, I can't say.

Certainly not drugs. Or maybe.

Anyway, I thought they were a cool bunch of people and I believe they will go far. It's nice to see people being so accepting of new culture, and being adaptable.

I guess being around happy and positive people ma…

People Come and Go; It's Understandable

I'm trying not to wonder where you are. All this time lingers, undefined. Someone choose who's left and who's leaving. Memory will rust and erode into lists of all that you gave me

Because Perfect Love Only Happens in Movies

One of my ultimate favourite Disney movies, mainly due to this scene as well as being a big fan of Mandy Moore.

One Last Kiss

to the new semester

going back

to heavy traffic
to the population
library books and assignments
late nights and coffee breaks

to lecture halls and tutorial rooms
sleeping in class
being late and being early
spending money
new goals and old
big fun or zero drama

with missing friends
emotional gaps appear
i miss you too

partially thrilled
not at all glad
still a long way
then again
in the end
would it matter?

nothing is the same
none of the above rhymes
at all