Showing posts from August, 2009


It's a glorious Monday, 31st August 2009 for Malaysians, cos it's our Independence Day!! Wahoo!! Just finished watching 1957 Hati Malaya on TV2, and it was a splendid movie!! Basically, it's our Form 3 till Form 5's History textbooks compressed, scripted, and acted out in visual form in about 2 hours. Cool, eh? What a quick way to study... Anyway, I have to say, the cast was impressive. The guy who played the late Tunku Abdul Rahman, the Father of Independence was terrific. Everything is done to great detail, and the costumes are awesome. Another Malaysian movie to be proud of, I must say. Regretted that I didn't get to see this in the theaters. I would pay RM 10 to see this! Honest confession, I'm not that really quite a patriotic person. I don't have any Malaysian flags hanging around the house, but there's one in my room (was there since I took it home from scholl two years ago...). Still, I stayed true to the rules and respect the country, for I am a c…

Death Cab for Cutie - Someday You Will Be Loved

This song is also great, and instead of just posting the video which only features the album cover, I'm posting a fan-made New Moon video for the song ( I lied, sorry...)

Hope - Who Am I To Say

This song is seriously, seriously touching... Love of my life, my soulmate You're my best friend Part of me like breathing Now half of me is left I don't know anything at all Who am I to say you love me I don't know anything at all & who am I to say you need me Color me blue I'm lost in you Don't know why I'm still waiting Many moons have come & gone Don't know why I'm still searching Don't know anything at all & who am I to say you love me I don't know anything at all & who am I to say you need me Hmmm hmmm mmm Uhhh oohhh aahhh Hooo aahhh ohh ohhh Now you're a song I love to sing Never thought it feels so free Now I know what's meant to be & that's okay with me But who am I to say you love me & who am I to say you need me & who am I to say you love me Mmmm Hmmm I don't know anything at all & who am I to say you love me I don't know anything at all & who am I to say you need me I don't know anything at all I don't …

A week later

Hey guys.. yes, yes, I know.. the last thing I posted last week was Mean Kitty (you guys enjoyed that video, yes? tee hee...)... and I haven't posted anything else since. First off, I apologize, 'kay... I've been busy with work, and it isn't my fault that my room doesn't have any internet connection (great job upgrading, Celcom =/).. trust me, even my Twilight blog was hardly updated this week... Second of all, after the emotional roller coaster last week, I need to get back to 'study mode' when classes start... (still can't say 'university'... prefer using the term 'college' for reasons beyond my own understanding)... So, what have I been doing lately? Well, I 1. Discovered that 'colour' is my new fav word, cos after I say it, I laugh.... colour ... hihihihi!! 2. Learned to supress emotions 3. Got all excited cos more updates, stills, and music from New Moon is released 4. Found some great new tracks to help me move on with life as a …

Mean Kitty

Forget the kitty, check out the owner.. :P

Thursday already? Oh noes...

Would you believe it's already Thursday? Wow, where did the week go. The holidays are almost over, and I haven't got much done. Hardly have any mood to review my studies. All I do all day is go online, listen to songs, watch YouTube videos... and coming up with poems about depression... sigh.. Just feel sorta lazy, that's all... too lazy to even post something meaningful here. Made a promise to myself to post at least something here every day for this week, since it's the holidays and all... So, I tried, and yay! Also, yay! for tomorrow, cos it's the weekend... planning to go out tomorrow ... Till next time,

A wave of emotions

OK, so it's Wednesday; that means half of the holiday week is gone... and another half left of doing what you are supposed to do but have not done yet. I'm still trying my best to supress all this emotions which came running back to my head and my mind since Sunday night... read back a few posts to see what's up... so, now, I'm trying to get myself together nad not let this wave affect my thinking... how I miss that person already! haiz... I finally finished up my lab report (that took a while...), so now all I have to do is to revise my subjects... easier said than done, really... LOLs... I'm thinking of writing some article-ish stuff and publish 'em on my blog... heh.. but I doubt people even read my blog... could that be a good thing? Hmm... I can spread nasty rumours, and no one will ever know where it comes from!! Wahahaahaha!!!!!! (thunder claps on cue... from outside cos it's raining right now.. ) Anyway, I seem to be addicted to posting music videos fr…

A strange day today is

Seriously. Besides the fact that I am alone at home all day. My parents are out of town for a while. My mind is so filled with thoughts, and feelings, and emotions. Is there some unknown hormone I have accidentally generated which caused me to suddenly become so worried about my future, trying hard to resist crushing on this one person, and trying my best to study?.... Yea, I have to admit, I've been thinking about this someone a lot, ever since that person started to message me last week... urrrgghh!!!! I'm so confused. I've told that person about my feelings towards that person, and that person admitted that the person was actually a lil bit disturbed that I have feeling for the person. I dunno.... I'm simply letting my emotions take over my mind that I'm going crazy, walking the fine line between confusion and lust. Why am I simply writing this here? Cos this person doesn't read blogs. So, that person will never know I say all this stuff... Confused by my dec…

MUSIC MONDAY: Zee Avi - Bitter Heart

This girl's album is simply amazing! Her voice is amazing, kinda reminds me of Norah Jones. A great album to add into your collection. Check out her YouTube page.

MUSIC MONDAY: Bethany Dillon - Beautiful

I was so unique Now I feel skin deep I count on the make-up to cover it all Crying myself to sleep cause I cannot keep their attention I thought I could be strong But it's killing me Does someone hear my cry? I'm dying for new life [Chorus] I want to be beautiful Make you stand in awe Look inside my heart, and be amazed I want to hear you say Who I am is quite enough Just want to be worthy of love And beautiful Sometimes I wish I was someone other than me Fighting to make the mirror happy Trying to find whatever is missing Won't you help me back to glory [Chorus] You make me beautiful You make me stand in awe You step inside my heart, and I am amazed I love to hear You say Who I am is quite enough You make me worthy of love and beautiful


I'm haunted By you Everywhere Every little thing I see I think of you Do you ever think of me? I know I am not your type I know we are not Meant to be Why couldn't you Just give us a chance Is it so wrong to love me? I know you Care about me I'm grateful To have someone like you By my side When I need you But why Do you see Straight through my heart Like a bullet Striking through? I know We are never Meant to be I realize There was no room No space No place for me In your heart I see you You don't see me I guess I am Really truly Invisible

Day Out, part 2

Best Sunday ever!! Today is quite an eventful day, even if do say so myself. First, I went to the East Campus for the UNIMAS Convo 09. Our debate seniors are graduating this year. So cool! Sure, there's lots of people there, but it's, like, everyone's sharing the happiness with everyone, and everywhere you turn, there's one person wearing a blue robe and a square mortar board. Oh yeah, and lotsa snapshots! Then, I was about to leave, when my gas tank went empty! Luckily, was still in UNIMAS, hence felt a little safe. My dad came with some gas, then we drove to the nearest station, about 500m away!! In the evening, I spend some time with an old friend, Aidan, who is currently studying in Lyon, France (cool, huh?), and also Abby and Darel. Then, we had dinner at The Spring. D was flirting with him all evening ;) Anyway, the best part of the night: I stopped over at 7Eleven to get some relaod, and he said that he wanted to go see his friend who works at a Starbucks nearby. I …

One of my fav rom-coms!

The Proposal is such a funny and romantic movie!! Sandra Bullock and Ryan Reynolds have great chemistry together, and they look good togteher, too. I love it that the movie is funny, romantic, and at some point, serious. Fav scenes would be when they bumped into each other, naked (ROTFLMAO!!!), and also Sandra's dance near the fireplace.. that was funny, too. Seriously, through the trailer, Iwas sold. The reason why I wanna watch this so badly is because the trailer looks great, and is really funny. True to it trailer, the movie didn't disappoint. 4/5 stars, cos I love it!!! Check out the blooper reel.. Ryan is really funny! p/s Ryan Reynolds is hot, and funny, and charming. One of my fav actors. I've seen him in almost every movie he acts in... I think...

A fun day out, part 1

Vyna, a Twilighter, like me :D OK, today was fun! Probably one of the best fun day I had in a while. So, I hung out with Vyna today, and helped Melin out with her picnic stuff for tomorrow. After picking Melin up from the East Campus, we went to buy some stuff. Then we send her back to Sakura, then we went on our way. Vyna said she was hungry, so we stop to eat first. The choice: sushi!! Waaaa!! Was sorta cravin' for it.... After that, we went to catch a movie, The Proposal, which was simply awesome!! FYI, I drove most of the time! :D Trying to get over the incident which happened a few weeks ago... Moving on... After the movie, I sent Vyna back to her college. We talked and chatted for a few minutes - more like an hour - about people, about love, and about ourselves. Could possibly be one of the most interesting conversations I had ever had with a friend. Tha Well, that was it. Thanks for a wonderful day, Vyna! Tomorrow's another day, and I'm going to go out with my other frien…

Yay!! B'day!!

Yay? Not so much to yay about.. cos i'm getting old!! Yea, yea, ppl say age is just a number. I think, those who says that can't get over the fact that they are how old they are... So, anyway, my birthday was yesterday, 12th August. Had fun, bought myself presents. Got some from my parents and sister as well. She gave me a card that farts! (haha not funny). 11th night, we went for a family outing to The Spring. So I went shopping, bought some new clothes, and picked up one of the best music CD ever. That will be in another post... Of course, there's the wishes. Here's this year's list: Friends - Clarence, Esther, Jeff Liew, Donald, Cinnamon Lion, Fendy, Kak Ain, Rix, Darel, Abby, Lee, Randy, Azza, Syam, Salihin, Laja, Zara, Keyla, Ms Tengku, Adruce, Vyna, Nazrin, Eleanor, Athy, Khadra, Nor, Melin, Andrew, Della, Syam, Ainaa, Mahmuddin, Grace, Azie, Azwan, Rucci, Cherrie, Adrian, Saiful, Socka, Goh, Dyana, Shirley, Afiza, Ms Evelyn, Justin, Ms Maznah, Steph, Vivian, Sh…

A push off the cliff

So, as like every Friday, I had my debate practice. And as usual, I have no idea what I'm talking about. Will I ever be good at this? Meh... hopefully.. YS is, like, in two to three months! Ack! OPanic! Panic! Yea, so, tonight's topic was about abolishing the ISA. Yes, we've debated about this bfore. Yes, we should have known all the points already. No, we did not do a good job. Yes, we still suck. LOL! We're planning for a debate workshop on the 15th (it's holiday week,btw), and our senior, who is really good at debating will be helping us out! Yay! (one of them is already here... he's moving on to his Masters..oohhh..) Here's to hoping that I will be good at it.. at least good enough to get the YS trophy again (we did it three years in a row...)! Till next time,


Alright, so, today's post is about yesterday... yep... Yesterday morning was my EPP (English for Professional Purposes) assignment, which is a roleplay which involved two person. The scene: A student GOING TO the MAS office to book a flight ticket. What we did: A student CALLED UP the MAS office to request details to book a flight ticket. Ha! Totally screwed up. Does it have anything to do with the fact that it's my first time wearing jeans to class? :P Then, for our Debate Society meeting, we had a public speaking competition, as we do every month. My topic (since I have nothing to talk about, and people say just talk about something you know quite well): New Moon. Yes, New Moon. I clocked at 6+ minutes! That's six minutes of New Moon! Yay me! Sadly, I didn't win... And that was yesterday. At least that's sorta different from my average day, right? Till next time,

People Always Leave

Sitting in the dark roomFacing my fearOf losing someone Who to me is so dearI look around meThere's nothing in hereThat could help me nowTo see or to hearWhy does this happenWhy did you goNo longer here with meLeft me alone on the floorThe things that you didI can forgiveBut I can't deny the factPeople always leaveThe sky's turning greyThe day's getting lateI look around meTo find what I hateI stand aloneLike an island in the seaI keep on asking myselfWhy does it only happen to meI'm feeling worthlessThere's nothing I can doStanding here motionlessIn a life without you

Me. Myself. I.

I feel. Alone.Sad. Gloom.Dark. Hiding.Behind shadows.Sunlight. Creeps through.For a minute. Disappears.I am. Unhappy.Life. Direction.Love. Empty.Lost. Missing.Longs for. Light.I will. Happy.Never be.Life. Love.Happiness. Dawns.When return. To earth.Once more.I am. Me.Never change.Never think.Never happy.Never sad.Always alone.Always dark.Now.Always.Forever.END

The Bella Cullen Project - Safety First

The walking dead.. or sleepwalking, if you will

Huuuuaaaahhhh....sleepy and bored 24/7 It's another day of studying.. woo hoo... feel my enthusiasm? Ha! Anyway, I'm just bored, and feeling sleepy, and.... bored... cos class just got cancelled.. again... (seriously, is he even interested in teaching?).. so here I am, at the com lab, bored out of my brain... Have nothing much to talk about, really.. just having a vapid life... Maybe I should fall in love.. yea, as if I can simply imprint on anyone.... like Jacob Black can :D I'm even bored at the bookshop, where I'm surrounded by books.. it's not that I don't feel like reading (just got a copy of The Host, cos finally it's cheap and comes in a smaller size) , it's just that I hardly find time anymore.. there's so much to do (ya meh?), and people to see, and food to eat (post-effect: weight gain..) ... Oh, and it turns out, coffee doesn't keep me awake in the morning anymore.. not as much as before... I just feel like I wanna go drop off some timber …