Showing posts from November, 2011

Scars and Tribulations

It has been a bad week. Really. The highlight of it all would be Wednesday. I skipped all my classes, as well as a mock debate and session. I was worried with everything, so I started to clean my room and arrange everything neatly. I clean when I'm worried or stressed.

Anyway, something someone said about me and a bunch of us struck me real hard. I wouldn't say I have done an excellent job running things last year, so I do not deny the fact that I am, eventually, a slob. But what struck me is that some words were said...



All They Needed Was Chalk

The sky could be blue, I don't mindWithout you it's a waste of timeCould be blue I don't mindWithout you it's a waste of time
The sky could be blue could be grayWithout you I just slide awayThe sky could be blue, I don't mindWithout you it's a waste of time

Once in a Millennium


It's Beginning To Look A Lot Like Christmas

Giving Up, Letting Go

This blog post is long overdue. Haven't got any stable internet in a while, but when I do, I don't feel like posting.

The post is divided into two; giving up, and letting go.

I'll let go first. As of today, I'm no longer in charge of the debating society. Thsi means that my level of commitment has lowered. Honestly, I'm relieved that I don't have much to do around here anymore, but somehow I feel like I'm letting go one of the the best things in my life. There's that bit of me that makes me fell that I am now insignificant. I guess that's the Leo part of me speaking; desperately seeking for attention yet complain about the extra burden. So I guess I'm kinda glad that it's all over for me. Now I have to find another source of happiness.

I'm worried about one thing: that I won't be with my friends anymore, at least as often as we did. It's kinda like debate brought us together, and now that medium is gone, I don't know what…