Showing posts from May, 2012



A Story about Love for the Introverted


The 'Deathday' Playlist

Black Rebel Motorcycle Club - Done All Wrong Kelly Clarkson - Irvine Faith Hill - Cry Jeff Buckley - Hallelujah Kid Rock - Roll On Emile Millar - Traffic Lights Coldplay - Viva La Vida Beck - Lost Cause

Death and to All His Friends

I don't really like to talk about death, neither how to avoid it nor how to go for it. Weird enough, the thought always passes through my head once in a while ... make that often.

No, I don't want to die. Not yet, but the idea of death intrigues me. How does it feel to die? Do you really see the light that calls for you, or at least, your soul?

Sometimes, I wonder if there's even anything in front of me. If I have a future, at least the one that I wanted. this self-help book I'm reading talks a lot about being happy, on how to forgive, on how to appreciate life. I find the book really good, but the problem is, I'm always feeling sad. it's not like God cut me some slack or give me a lucky break.

Or did he? Perhaps in forms of unseen miracles, like the friends I have around me.

Then again, chances are, if I die, say in 60 to 70 years from now, I'd probably die alone.